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Sunday, March 28, 2010

!!!!! I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING I DO !!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!! I AM SICK OF MY DAILY STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!I NEED PLENTY OF REST!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If time allow i really wanna leave and rest for a few weeks and relax with no worry no stress!
I wanna to go to my own world!!!!!! Join me if u wanna!

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28.03.2010 SATURDAY

Yesterday CrossCountry had cause my aching all over already and YET today still hve to get up early to go JJC and have match with them early morning!!!! ):
Suppose to meet Stellala and Annie in school de but saw XueMing alone walking to find KaiLing so i accompany her and went to JJC on our own with Yuling KaiLing Xue and ME!
We arrive @ JJC and receive a call from Keilin tat they will be late so we do our own stuff first...
i use the JJC cycling machine and i cycled to a distance of 1.33km!!
And the rest arrive. We lost to JJC as they were powerful!their players came from diff school so nt bad!
During warm up, KaiLing told me tat she is tired of playing Netball and wanna to stop playing liao when she say this i dunnoe why i gt this smiliar feeling too but she say she wanna go for soccer! lol!!! after everything , went to eat then go home...
Take a nap in the afternoon as i was really toooooo tired!
I am starting to lost interest in everything liao!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!Someone save me!!):

To KaiLing❤:
KaiLing i really hope u could consider on thinking nt to play Netball ! I think u have the potential so dun give uo as u have work hard for soooo long and play for soooo long it would be wasted if u stop just like tat! A friend of mine told me to take a break from netball and after a while i would wanna go back again de ... So kailing dun give up! Give it a last try will u??I wanna to see u to enter the Singapore Netball Team one leh! So Jiayou!!!!as for me i would consider it well and hrd cause i oso hve the same feeling as u ! and my case are diff form u ! I dun really think i belong to be a Netballer . As i have nt been improving since sec 1!! I dun hve the potential like u so u hve to strive on and me i will think about it after this year!...Hope i could stills see u shine and smile on court!! (: be the KaiLing like before can u ?!Love ya!!!!!!!❤
From: Jiamin...

i have awake from the match with Yusof Ishak Sec!...
Love My Netball team... Do i belong to be in the team??

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Saturday, March 27, 2010

26.03.2010 FRIDAY

WestWood Annual CrossCountry
This year gonna be a special Year!! (: cause i am going to run this year...Last year i did nt run due to some reason but this year i am going to go for it(: i am going to complete 2.6km!!!
On the previous night i prayed for a rainy day during cross country haha...
Not well prepared for the tedious run !(:
So meet the girls @ 1.45pm and go to ChineseGarden together to assemble. I have to reach there by 2.15pm to settle the class and attendence stuff...
The route from ChineseGardenMRT to the assemble area was dam far!!!LOL!
Reach the place settle my belongings, went to take attendence list some of them are late and i am super guilty tat those late comers had to pick litter! sorry ! pls don angry me...
Gave out the numbers but luckly Amarli came and helped me out if nt die!
HAhaahaaa... When its time for the CrossCountry, it rain!!
Hahahahaaaa my praying works!! lol!!!! So we waited for some time, and play the BOMB-ing game... Narsul take over as he is much hyper and louder than me...(:
Waited and waited and waited and the run began!!!!before the upper sec girls start running, the lower sec boys came back! and surprisingly,the first boy was the one whomsay himself handsome one!! OMG!!!! hahaahaaaaa... :D
Then the girls started warming up and i tried to do the opposite thing from others (:
i have already meet together with Yanling to run together (:
so we ran ran ran ran.... ran almost to the finishing line met tio DarrenO hahahaaa!
Then when almost reach the finishing line @ the second bridge i chiong all the way (:
i choing to the finishing line with Jaslin and a girl (: then reach the finishing line saw Ms O , Mr Ong , Ms Serene Tan and Ms Rahimah ... As i was covered with sweat so i swip then on their hands hahahahahahaaaa!!! Funny cute one!
CrossCountry made me soooooo happy as i could really feel tat i have enter the correct SecondarySchool...as WESTWOOD feel soooooo like a Big Family (:❤
At the end of WestWood Annual CrossCountry, went back Jp in MRT , almost the whole train iS full of westwoodian. Went Jp to eat dinner then back to home.
Sooooo tired ... sooooo tired and aching everywhere!!!...
and by the way, Xue Ming gt 1st , Yuling 3rd , Kailing gt 7th and almost the top20th are all Netballers even though some of them are unwell during the run! (:
Netballers are nt weak just not feeling good @ the wrong time!
❤WESTWOOD BIG FAMILY!!

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23.03.2010 TUESDAY

Westwood Secondary School VS Anglican High Secondary School
We fight hard , we fight for the last minute and the result is nt wad we wanna! ):
I really hate myself for nt doing a good job on court if i could shoot a few more good one then everything would be different!!!!
I really thought we could enter SecondRound so tat Stellala, Kailing , Annie and XueMing and us could hve a happy ending in WestWood netball team...
But who knows, we lost to Anglican High just by ONE SCORE!!!
and because of the one score everything changed! It was quite disappointing to lost just because of one score!):
If really i could do better , get more balls in and reduce my self error! i believe tat we would surly enter second round de!
If can i really hope tat time could return and return back to to the time where i did nt score the one ball!and the self error i have made... But only if this could happen ! whereby it wont!!
Really disapointed as WWSS NETBALL team had train soooo hard and work soooo hard yet our hardwork had been destroyed by one score! ):
after the match our team broke down , we all cried asl of us in our heart know tat this might be the last match tat we fight to win as a team as a good friend as senios are leaving soon...
Now just hope tat we use our time to fight together on the rest of the matches left and hope tat everyone could hve a good memory together and infuture, everyone could remember the beautiful memory together... as we had spend soooo much time together (:
i really love this team verymuch now, dun really feel like having anymore changes!
But this is impossible... LOVE MY NETBALL TEAM 4EVER!!❤❤
No matter wad I AM DISAPOINTED IN MYSELF... For nt working hard enough!
Hope we could just win YUSOF ISHAK Secondary !!!!!!!!! We gt to WIN WIN WIN!~!!
i would reconsider in my road of life as a Netballer... Maybe i am nt suitable in netball...

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Monday, March 22, 2010

22.03.2010 MONDAY

Ms Suharti came back today!!!!!!! Everyone was like soooo happy and during the happiness, she told us that today would be her last day as a form teacher ... ); sob sob!
But She has been a good form even though she has been sick and absent from classes (:In 3Carousel's heart she would be our form forever! Ms Jennifer Yeo had taken her place and became our Form and Ms LimChaoLee had turn to became our Co-Form!!! WOWwww...
Today was kinda a good day (: Maybe its a NewDay today tats why (: AND Ms Suharti even told us tons and tons of her experience GhostStories!! (: JiaJun and PeiYing was kinda being frighten ! ahhahahaha!! (:
Today , had my hair tied by SiangYing , JiaJun and Amarli!... Hahahaha they helped me to tied a scorpion(: !!! hahahaahhaa lots of ppl comment on it hahhaha...Thanks the three of them! (: I really love Scorpion hair ! (: hahaha if u know how to tie please help me thanks ! (:
Today took a bus home with Sheee and YanLing (: but they both get down the bus earlier than me but luckly Deepak and Azahari was around ... After YanLing get down , the both of them came and find me to chat hahaha!...
Deepak was sitting by myside and was asking me whether wanna to join NYAA SILVER for folkdance hahaha . but i don really have the time (: but i know he really wanna join soooooo sorry Deepak... (:
Today was a raining day hahaaha i really love raining day (: Sunny day oso not bad (: I wish tat after i died on the 1st day of funeral , it would RAIN...(: but the last day must hve SUN!!
Cause i love the feeling and the breese of the wind of the RAIN and i love SUNSHINE!!!!!
(: Being able to live on the EARTH is very blessing (: (: dunnoe wh suddenly will came here (:❤

But i know ! Tomorrow there's a match in WestWood! WE HAVE TO WIN WIN WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do support us!!!! Tmr would be a tough one hope we could make it!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:❤
!!!!!!!!!!!JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU WESTWOOD NETBALL TEAMS!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, March 21, 2010

21.03.2010 SUNDAY

Its a RAINING DAY !!!
I ❤ raining day!!! hahahaha ... but!!!! tomorrow is school reopen liao!!!!! ):
I hven complete my HOMEWORK!!!!!!
Arh!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But i will JIayou Jiayou Jiayou de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!❤(:
I have to study harder as MidYear Examination is coming!!!
Everyone Jiayou!!!(:

Labels: Lots love from Jiamin...~❤❤

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Saturday, March 20, 2010

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20.03.2010 SATURDAY

Today went Training with Stellala & Annie (: @ 7.30am
It was a RAINING DAY today (: the weather cold cold one (: very comfortable i like ❤
I have my breakfast @ KennyCafe... i ate 4 small small, white white thing and a packet of Ice-Milo(:
Today our team going to JJC to have match JJC hahahaha... but soooooo unluckly ! Its raining so was unable to have match as the floor was slippery but we had already done our warm-up for some time and was quite tiring and yet now cant have any match quite dissapointed ): and the worse is coming up!!!
Coach suddenly wanna us put our belongings in her car and she said tat we all including the club members are going for a run from JJC to WestWood!!!!
OhMyGod!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tats soooooooo far if we take bus there is about 4 to 5 stops in between and the stop are dam far!!!!!
Then we all starting to act sick and we said lots of excuses to Ms R tat its raining and we would slip and fall and soooo on hhahahahaha... but too bad still hve to run ): It was quite good and quite relaxing and bunderless to run in the cool air and rain (: ❤❤ love it!!! (:
I ran finish the whole run (: its a good thing for me hahaha(: but this PhysicalTraining hve nt ended yet!!!After the run coach asked us to assemble @ the void deck ... and tats to run stairs case!!! till 15 storey and had to do tat continuously for 3 times!! hahahahaha for tat i cant make it !! ):
i only climb up to 8 storey and unable to go higher up so i took the lift and down to find coach (:
Priscilla oso cant complete the vertical so we both went back to school and rest 1st...
after they all had came back, coach asked us to dry our hair ...
After resting, coach asked us to bring out the medicine ball and we done lots of ball drills (: hahaha overall today training quite okkiie and i love NETBALL even though quite tiring and tough but I LOVE RAINING DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (: ❤❤

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Wednesday, March 17, 2010

12.03.2010 - 14.03.2010 Student Leader Camp

My group 'BlueNavi'. ❤
My group members : Clara , SeahCheng , Daniel Haikal , ME! , ShuHui , JiaHao , JiaYi , Amirah and Evon. ❤
1st day of Camp
Went Hiking, but i did nt went cause we have our Netball Training if we go for camp we would miss 2 training so hve to train on the 1st day of camp.
After the hiking , we had our outdoor cooking. (: it was FUN!
the food we cooked was interesting but taste weird yet Yummy!!
The sky in Westwood was Beautiful ! it has lots lots of stars!!!
KaiLing told me tat Westwood have sooooo much stars is because WWSS is located @ JalanBahar(sounded like Malaysia) so it has sooooo much starts :D hahaha!!
Went home to sleep during the camp...
2nd day of camp
Suppose to went to school early but i wasnt feel quite well so sms-ed Ms Ong , and i went camping late.
When i arrive @ school , Ms Ong told me tat the rest had went to Sentosa .
so i sat @ the Netball pole area and waited for my team to return (: instead of my team mates , KaiLing came!
Hhahahahahhaahaha... We chat and chat and i even gave her my self made 'K' ! (:
When my teamates return, we went to the basketball court and hve our performance practice for evening camp fire.
Evening:
CAMPFIRE!!!!
The entrance was beautiful and theres 2 things @ the entrance looks sooooo like the Christmas tree. (:Camp fire was quite fun and our sitting place was sooooo warm and we were all perspiring!! But overall the camfire was quite fun (:
went home again for the second night.
3rd day of Camp (last day)
Went school early and had our friend, our watermelon(poopookalipoo) cutted!!!!
Yummy!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANd we had clean up with booming our balloons and one guy was soooooo horrible he throw a cutter and burst the balloons tat cause the cutter to be blun ! lol!!!!!
We ended our camp with group photos and SL photos too (:
Over all the camp was good!!! (: ❤

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Sunday, March 14, 2010

10-11.03.2010 WEDNESDAY & THURSDAY

3C together with Ms Jennifer Yeo went to ITE.
Its a good experience over there, but their canteen sucks! As it contains lots of BIRDSHIT!!
and the food seller was extremely dirty!Even thouh the food there nt too bad but quite exp.
Went there with lots of fun.
3C now a days are playing 'scissors, paper , stone' game! Punishment was to slam the opp hand. FunFunFun! But after one round match no one wannas to play with me only Jeremy!! (:
3C are getting more bond but also getting much out of hand too.
Went to ITE and done a alycalic thingy! (: good experience (:
Quite moved when heard tat ITE are moving to the newest location @ CCK!
If i don study well maybe i might enter there! (:
But i will study hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

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Monday, March 8, 2010

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08.03.2010 MONDAY

A word to describe today is RUBBISH!!!!
In the morning was kind of fine but after SocialStudies result checking it turn to HELL!!!!!!!!!!
I FAILED MY OVERALL HUMANITIES!!!!!!!!! 49.9/100!!!!TOTALLY BULL SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had already put in lots of effort studying but why i still cant scorewell!!?
I had not been going out with my cliques,stay home revising my work , take notes of the lesson learn , and even asked question i dont know but WHY!!!!!!!I am still failling!!!!!
I fail almost every single one of my subjects!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am soooooo stressed out! nothig is going according to what i had planned!!!!!!!!
Whereas for those who scored well but urself don feel it could you just keep quiet and keep it to urself! Think about those whom scored badly!! Ho would u feel if others say the same things to you!?don tell me u would feel GREAT! u would oso feel the same way as i am!
PUT URSELF IN OTHERS PEOPLE SHOES WILL YOU!!!!!!
I am soooooo ANGRY and FRUSTRATED!
Why just cant i score well !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just hope tat i could go into wonderland and i would nv came back!!!!!!!!!!
Just hate myself with this stupid brain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today during CME, Narsul and Ze Nan got into some not good action...
As lots of teachers said tat 3C are going from good to bad and now worse!
Lots of action had been happening in our class this year! If everyone just cool down , relax and put ur head in studies no one would tio any case. (:
Whereas for my studies i wont give up but i would turn NUTS soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Believe me...

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Saturday, March 6, 2010

03.03.2010 WEDNESDAY

Wake up late...
Went school as usual with Wee and SY.
As usual again sit outside 1Chivalry class room.
Around 7am went to assemble @ parade square while walking towards 3C line, JiaJun suddenly called me loudly i thought wad, then she wanna me look at my skirt . It was a MILIWORM!!!!
It was bloody red in colour!! and was moving!!!!
No one could help me as all the rest was afraid too... in a no choice situation, i uses my hand to swipe it off .In the 1st try it doesnt came off it felt sooooo sticky and slimy!!!YUCKS!!!!
In try it for the 2nd time , i came off at last!!! YUCKSSSS!!!!! It was my 1st time in my entire 14 years touching a wormy!!!!!!
After this incident i increases my level in fear of insects !!!!
2pm, having our 1st match with Pasir Ris Sec.
We travel there by school bus but it was different this time .
We had a much high class transport! WuuuHoooo.... Quite excited when in the car (:
When gt there do warm up , shooting ... then coach asked me to take GS on the 1st quater!
i was nt fully prepared yet!...
End up nt scoring any goals ! ): saddy!!!!!
But luckly we won 21:5... if we loss i will be extremely guity!!!!
I am going to work harder!~!!!!!
tats all for wednesay...

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Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Labels: Sadness does nt feel good.

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02.03.2010 TUESDAY

Today Rev-Up is Push ball, i nv join in.I just stare @ them hahaha!
Quite funny to watch the girls chasing and pushing one big ball! hahaaaa...
Took class photo (Ms Suharti nt with us) (: so fun during the process (: in the second row only gt 3 girls SY , ME , Amarli (: and even took our IC photo.(dam LOL!) while waiting for flim to start JJ, Jolene , HJ me playing SCISSORS PAPER STONE! punishment is to fling our ear with our fingers (: fun!!!❤
Nothing much to say acutally , but today during mathematics, my classmate gt canning , 3 scroke sia!! I was @ the opp class room , so i am able to hear the sound of the process!
Kind of afraid when heard the sound cause dunnoe wads the sitution of him @ tat point of time.total gt 4 scroke i thing one is on the table one is on him.JiaJun was in tat class so would be able to see the canning process but nt me!!! ):
i really wanna to see the process! but if i really do i think my tears would came off.
I have never seen it before i really hope to see it once in my Secondary school life .I think tat since my classmate is in my class i suggest to the displine department should do the canning process during the whole class presence or even stay us back to witness it i oso willing !!
I really wishes to witness it with my own eyes!
Btw i failed me MATHEMATICS & PHYSICS !!!!
I hve been studying and working hard on it but why i gt this result !!!! whereas for those who are nt attentive nt serious nt studying and only talk in the class gt so much better than me!!!! Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God just don like me !!!! ): Ma is oso stressing me up about my chinese!!! always wanna to compare compare compare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Studying makes me STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!
On earth there isnt much space for me to move and isnt much air left for me to breathe !!!!
WORLD ARE SOOOOOOOOOO UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ): !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What i wanna is to hve good result in my academic but unable to fulfill it!!!!!!
WAD HAD GONE WRONG IN MY BRAIN ! WHY IS IT NT FUNCTION IT PROPERLY!!!?!!!?!!!?!!!?
there is no one i can talk to!!!!!!!!!

Labels: Lots love from Jiamin...~❤❤

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